changes

the world melts like that popsicle held in one's hand.
one cannot control that.

life seems to fall apart.

have you found it yet?

it's right there.
right in front of you, right beside you, even within you.

listen. it actually speaks.
see. it moves in a strange and giggly way.
feel. basically, this is all you need to do.

so have you found it yet?
<3

my cheesy what-ifs

If i could make songs, If I could arrange those tunes into melodic and soothing sounds, I guess it would've sounded like that classic "La Vie En Rose".
If I could cook like a professional Chef, the food would've been tasted like that tasty Italian pasta with a whole lot of cheese on top.

Ok, I'll add some of my cheesy what-ifs later. But I promise there will be more.. haha. Ufff, excuse me cheesy self.

what if

your days were filled with those absurdities, stagnancies, happiness, and love.
yet you still have to choose.
complicated in that pink sort of ways.
what mood are you in?
the cotton candy mood?

confusion

when i got too much caffeine, this is what happens.
my heart beats so fast it almost explodes.
my brain works overtime.
what to do what to do what to do.

raindrops keep falling on my head

the smell of wet soil.
fresh wet trees, flowers, and grasses.
seeing raindrops on glass windows.

i just like it when it's raining.

too busy to put on makeup

there were days when everything gets too hectic, when our minds were filled with things, problems came and went and came again and they stayed inside our head. and we became so annoyingly grumpy and cranky and thought everything sucked.
i wish they invented a vacuum cleaner for the busy mind that could suck away problems, pronto!