the bazaar

I always love to go to a bazaar where they sell lots of good stuff. And today I visited one.. It was very crowded and hot. But it was okay. I saw lots of stuff I wanted, but I decided to save my money. There's this bag I wanted.. but I have to think it through, since the bag was a handbag. It doesn't have a slingrope, so it'll be very hard for me to carry, especially when I ride ojek to the office. hehe.

I know this lady who opens a booth at that bazaar. She has this brilliant idea to take pictures of people who came to the booth.. not just a picture, but pics with famous people. We took pics with the famous Jacob of New Moon. Not because I'm a big fan, but because he's THE it guy now. haha. Just for fun.

Later on, we went to watch Avatar. Goodness gracious.. the effects were amazing. I somehow thought heaven would be millions of times better than that, but hell yeah, the panoramic set was pretty heavenly indeed. It was nice. :)

I coincidentally heard God Only Knows from The Beach Boys on the radio on our way home.

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circusauna

 
Despite the fatigueness I felt yesterday, I was super thrilled! We finally watched the circus! :)
It was a very local one, because it was actually a circusauna. We were sweating like pigs. Very very hot inside the tent. We took the utmost perfect time to watch the show.. NOT.
Sadly, I forgot that it was noon, at midday, which was very hot. And it was in a tent! Meaning, all the heat was trapped inside the tent. Oh well.. silly me.

It didn't lessen the fun though. Ok, before I tell you about how the circus was, I need to remind you that I am a very big fan of circus or freak shows and theme parks and so on, well especially circus. My final project while I was in fashion school was also about circus, a sorrow one but. I've watched all episodes of Carnivale and Cirque Du Soleil's shows in DVD. Saved pictures about circus. Drew several drawings about it, and so on. That's why I was super excited when there's one in town.. err it was actualy a bit out of town.

The show was quite fun. There were elephants, monkeys, kakatuas, and even tigers. The tigers were so pretty, like big cats with pretty colors. And there were acrobats, you know, people doing stunts and dances. All i could think of that time was.. they need better costumes. Please hire someone to design your costumes, dear circus management and owner.. >.<

After the circusauna, we went to a mall that has aircon. We needed aircon! pff. And of all restaurants, we picked Sagoo. A restaurant with an old time batavian decor. It was very nice. I like it a lot. But I think I was a bit lactose intolerant at the time, so when I ordered milk tea, my stomach went crazy. We then went home with me feeling a war happening in my tummy. And uber fatiguness, of course. I should've ordered plain water instead.. Loving the day, still :)

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groovy movie

Look what I got today! A Scarface t-shirt! It's a bit large for me to wear, but who cares..
And I just love the packaging :)

And I chose to rent this movie for its stupid title. Harr harr!

v from t

i found this image disturbingly nice ;)
imported from "bali".

*a bit disturbed by the feet.. haha ;p

am i?

heart.

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The Project

Ok, here's the thing. I'm determined to have a project. This time, I'm going to have it done!

Project chosen: to draw wayang. A serial.

I will have the pics posted here. But now, I have to learn the characters first.
Wish me luck!

the day the pizza was found

It was a day of having to struggle with.. a bunch of manic people at a concert. But anyhow it turned out to be such a pleasant night. We finally decided to go for pizza, after a whole afternoon going around town. The pizza place was small, but the pizza was good. Quite ok.. or was it because we were starving?

We saw a circus playing. It excited me just to see the tent. I really wanna see the circus! Too bad it's closed already :( Oh well. I wish to see the local one before I see Cirque Du Soleil. Amen.

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drowned.

"Nothing in my world really matters."

food fest

The weather has been very nice these days. It's been raining for several days and it's been quite cold I had to put on my jacket, turtleneck, and stockings. Yay, I kinda like it actually. The sky is clearer, I think it's very nice when you can see the blue sky at noon and the stars at night.

It was Ied Adha day. The goat and cow slaughtering day. But it's also the family get together time. My parents, siblings, and I visited grandma & grandpa and ate ketupat. No goat meat involved, only chicken. There was lapis lagit cake served on the table also. But we were too stuffed and still saving place for another food. So, we're off to see my uncle and aunt. We were given, again, pleasant food. Joy.

Aaand.. those food fiesta weren't finished yet for the day. I was invited for a birthday dinner at a friend's house. We were fed with fat. Delicious ones. Fetuccini, meatballs, pancakes, puddings. And wine. I still prefer mineral water though :)
But overall, it was good. The food was splendid. We had best times.

there are times

when..
elephants are more interesting than human beings.
the way whales sings make you fabulously astounded.
how horse run makes you feel alive.
you found facts that flies have super micro eyes and it's wow-ing you.
you see the similarity between yourself and a beaver.
you just couldn't sleep thinking why the almighty had chosen you to be human, not animals, creatures, or other micro beings that eyes can't see.

those are the times when your brain collides with heart and soul.

ok, mister.

just curious

If I may ask...

changes

the world melts like that popsicle held in one's hand.
one cannot control that.

life seems to fall apart.

have you found it yet?

it's right there.
right in front of you, right beside you, even within you.

listen. it actually speaks.
see. it moves in a strange and giggly way.
feel. basically, this is all you need to do.

so have you found it yet?
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my cheesy what-ifs

If i could make songs, If I could arrange those tunes into melodic and soothing sounds, I guess it would've sounded like that classic "La Vie En Rose".
If I could cook like a professional Chef, the food would've been tasted like that tasty Italian pasta with a whole lot of cheese on top.

Ok, I'll add some of my cheesy what-ifs later. But I promise there will be more.. haha. Ufff, excuse me cheesy self.

what if

your days were filled with those absurdities, stagnancies, happiness, and love.
yet you still have to choose.
complicated in that pink sort of ways.
what mood are you in?
the cotton candy mood?

confusion

when i got too much caffeine, this is what happens.
my heart beats so fast it almost explodes.
my brain works overtime.
what to do what to do what to do.